It's time

Tonight is my last night at home. When I wake up, bright and early at 6:30, I will be off to College Station. That in itself is so hard to believe. I've said my goodbyes, minus my family, and I'm starting a new chapter in my life. It definitely hasn't hit me yet. I have no clue what God has in store for me. Part of me is so excited that I can start over new because no one cares what I did in high school. Another part of me is extremely nervous because I am on my own and I have to study really hard. I have to make good grades...I might go crazy if I don't. Then another part of me is so utterly sad to be leaving my friends and family. Luckily, I do have a small part of my friends and family there already, but it won't be the same. When I come back and see all of my wonderful friends, things will have changed. Again, NONE of this has hit me yet. Gosh, it's midnight. I really need to try and get some sleep. There will be lots more to come once I am all moved in. I'm moving on, and trusting God with everything I've got. He will do amazing things, I know it!