Stress

I have found a new definition of stress.

Stress (n): A feeling of being overwhelmed by numerous factors including, but not limited to, school, school, and MORE school.

School and studying seem to dominate my life. I hardly have a single moment for myself, beside eating meals (if I'm lucky, I can eat with a friend) and occasionally before I go to bed. My daily schedule is practically revolting...I wake up, go to class, check my mail, study all afternoon, eat dinner, study some more and MAYBE do something partially social, and go to bed. I don't think I've found my "rhythm" yet, because spending time with God isn't something I do on a daily basis. It sucks. Whenever I am struggling with stress and see the physical effects, I know I'm far from God. I pray often, but only for myself like, "God help me sleep" or "Lord, help me pay attention in class today." Even at church during worship and stuff, I feel completely distant from God. I have to find the obstacle standing in my way and destroy it before this gets worse.

The football game last weekend was a blast! Even though we lost, I met some amazing girls! Plus, we had amazig FIRST DECK seats...can't be beat. :) I only know of like two people that keep up with this, so Mom and Mary, enjoy the pictures and video even though you have already seen them.

I'm going home this weekend...praise the Lord! I'm hoping I will have time to relax and rejuvenate. We will see!