Today has been one of the hardest days for me so far. I went home this weekend, and it was pretty awesome. Saturday night was somewhat discouraging, but I got over it and realized some important fundamentals of friendship. My dad told me at the end of the summer that one of my challenges this year would be maintaining the deep friendships I made in high school. I know what he meant. This year will definitely make or break some relationships I have with people, but I'm okay with that. I know the true friends and, more importantly, the friends that God wants me to have, will be everlasting.
Coming back to school has been really difficult, and I haven't even been to class yet! I just have to go back to not seeing my family, who I missed more than I thought, and not having the people I care about close by. It doesn't help that I still feel far from God. I have been challenged by my best friend to meet two new people this week and spend time with God. Should be interesting. I already have zero time for myself, how am I supposed to change my schedule when I've finally gotten down the rhythm of studying? I know it's something I have to do, it's just so hard. Something inside of me has to break. I have to somehow fully comprehend that I am broken and a sinner before my Lord Jesus.
Day 1 of my challenge begins tomorrow....
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