Ruin Me

I don't understand why people get so nervous and stressed about tests. I mean, it's not like I don't care, but I think I'm doing a pretty good job of not letting things get to me. I try not to pay much attention to what people say about my prof and his tests, unless it's someone I trust.

ANYWAYS, my first poly sci test is tomorrow. I studied from approximately 3-6 pm and then from 8:15-11:20 pm. I'm pretty sure 6 hours of studying is good...that's like a fourth of a day, which is more than I've ever studied for anything. My mom told me when I talked to her at like 9:30 that I should be prepared by now. As Julie Andrews would say, "I HAVE CONFIDENCE IN ME!"

Most of all, I want God to be glorified in my academics. At some point each day, I get a little reminder from a voice somewhere inside me. It says, "Jane, God has put you at this campus for a reason. Be thankful for that!" And I am! Sure, I have my version of how I want my life to run this year. I want to get really good grades, and find some awesome friends. But my prayer is that God eliminates those thoughts and idols that consume my mind, because it is Him alone that I live for each and every day! Nothing can separate me from the love of my Heavenly Father. Lord, YOU ARE MY JOY!!!!!!!